GOD FUCKING DAMNIT
Tuesday, 22 April 2025 22:32![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
ALL SHE EVER WAS WAS A NOOSE TO HANG ON TO (/REF) BUT FUCK MAN, AT LEAST IT WAS STABLE. AT LEAST SHE MADE ME FEEL LIKE I COULD BE HELPED. SHE WAS TRYING, SHE WAS TRYING CAUSE SHE WANTED TO, NOT FOR HER OWN BENEFIT. STRANGERS ARE SPECIAL IN THAT WAY. WHY DO I CARE. WHY AM I FUCKED UP OVER THIS . SHE PROBABLY DOESN'T THINK ABOUT ME ? WHY ? WHAT THE FUCK DID SHE DO TO ME. I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED AFTER SHE TOLD ME TO RELAX, TO RELAX AND CLOSE MY EYES AND LISTEN. I CAN'T REMEMBER.

